Do you find that sometimes, when you know that you are guilty, the spanking seems to hurt more? I do, and I am convinced it is because I 'give myself over' to the spanking. I don't hold myself back, I know I am wrong I accept that I deserve to be spanked and I cooperate as I can, even though my heart feels like its falling through my feet. I am a willing participant because I realise, like I did today, that my behaviour was negligent and dangerous (we live in South Africa and it's not safe to run out of gas, especially after dark, which is what happened to me once before... and is what got this rule implemented - along with a dose of his belt and the crop).
This evening when I sat down to read the blogs I usually do, and have been doing for the last five years, I decided to write my own, to share my experiences and to find out if others have similar ones to mine.
Here's to my spanking sonority and to sharing similar stores in a dis-similar world
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